Lost Life and Humble beginnings

September 4, 2009

 Lesson One:First I lost my adopted mom, She was tough and stern in her own way.

 She was the type of person that always expected more from you, even if, she felt anger from you, as a result…

 Her words were ” I may not have done things right, but I did them my way”… and, you  have to respect that.

Honesty, she was, in words, maybe stern, maybe caculating, maybe misunderstood, but nonetheless and over achiever, a pillar of strength, and a warrior for women and children.   Righteous in her waysss!!!! RIP Barbara Lastra Padilla( ma)

  Lesson two: A job offer  and a person stating to me to, “just to be me”, You don’t have to be  so perfect, so tough, so polished… “you  cn be insecure, fall apart and not have it all together”… so thay say.  Since, I took the loss pretty hard.

 I found that the tough exterior and external mask that we so often wear is because we fear what others will think once the true self is revealed, hence what we may find once we are exposed to self.

 I write because it allows me to share who and what I am, and what I represent, my heart,my inner light, my  loving  persona and true being. I learn about myself through my own words and reflections shared by you.   I told you early on I will peel back the layers, and share my wisdom and prophecies, that God has chosen as my path.

We may not always agree, as with,  the dear woman I lost too soon, I loved her and was angered by  her, all in the same breath and now that she is gone I realize I loved her , totally!!!

 s I love God… I can be angry at God and angry at the world, angry and hurt by many things. What have I done or left undone to realize why?

 I m willing to be in favor or at fault as long as I grow!!!

Surrender to God and attract Light and love Grege.

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